I'm daddy's lil spoilt girl! n i luf it!

2008-12-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

I'm going away for hols

From Monday,15 dec 08- Saturday,20 dec 08
If anybody need me give me a ring on my cellie.

2008-12-07T20:00:00.000-08:00

Term Break is hereee
Time for me to brush up on my ROCKBAND skills!!!

2008-11-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

I FELL ASLEEP IN A FREAKING MOVIE THEATER!!
That how Tired i am now a days..
I was watching Madagascar just now,
And i was seating in the couple seat so i was sort of lying down,
So i went " ah lemme close my eyes for a while, rest for a while".
The next thing i know i woke up and couldn't understand the freaking movie!

2008-11-09T20:00:00.000-08:00

The birthday was a well spent one..
A day out with my love ones was greatly appreciated.
Apparently according to them i was a spoil brat that day and my reply was
"IT"S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY I'M ALLOWED TO BE A BRAT!!!!!"
anyhos, here are the pics...

and my sp frens were super sweet and adorable!
the gt me tons of accesories(especially peace signs ones) YAY!!
they were "super secretive" about getting me the prezzie.
haha, anyhos, thank you guys.
I LOVE U GUYS!

2008-09-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

I JUST CUT MY HAIR

AND IT SHORT!!

ARGGGGGHHH!!

2008-09-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

RANDOM NOTE:

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

My Poly Friends and My 2 Dollies!!

And yes i'm still very freaking much awake!!

2008-09-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

Ok. The Picture entry is delayed again.
haha i too lazy.
Everytime i open my photoshop and see the number of picture i have to edit I ended up closing the whole thing.
I really shouldn't tell you guys when I wanna have a picture entry because at the end of the day I will end up delaying the entry like crap.

Anyho... Meet my new friend/pet
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My sis made this for her students and me. Hehehe.. Super cute right??

We going to try different shapes later..

2008-09-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

Whassuuppp people...
I chatted with Bree-Ann on MSN yesterday and he started whining about nobody going with him to Avril's concert so he decided not to go.
Then i told him i wanted to go to jonas brothers concert at europe and we started planning how to get there

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Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

hmm

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

i not going avril concert i sad

Nurulfah says:

I WANNA GO TO JONAS BROTHERS CONCERT!!!!!!

Nurulfah says:

WANNA GO WIF ME???!!!

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

where?????

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

singapore???

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

omg u serious shit ah????!!

Nurulfah says:

NO IN EUROPEEEEEE

Nurulfah says:

MUAHAAHAHA

Nurulfah says:

I PAY FOR UR TICKETS U PAY FOR MY FLIGHT SET AH!!

Nurulfah says:

OR WE SMUGGLE TO EUROPE

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

madness

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

yah we so small can fit in luggage

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

or we row sampan to europe

Nurulfah says:

YA OK SETTTTT!!!!

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

i row you fan me

Nurulfah says:

TML MEET U AT OUR SECRET PLACE K!!

Nurulfah says:

OK SET

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

ok set

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

dustbin #567 next to 7-11 #267

Nurulfah says:

OK SETTTT

Nurulfah says:

WEAR BLACK OK

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

i wearing red i gott work

Nurulfah says:

ALMK RED V EASY SPOT LA DONG!!

Bryan welcome to my dreamiest nightmare. learntolivethelove.blogspot.com says:

hahahahaahahahahaha

2008-08-29T00:10:00.000-07:00

Ok I know i promise a picture entry post
but but I haven finish photoshoppin the pictures :)

Anyhos went to watch movie at PS jus now
I was suppose to me jerry and jocey at 12.30 but ard 1 plus Jerry called me and i was still sleeping!
I picked up the phone call thinking that i snooze my alarm!
Haha but then i heard people saying hello that when i realise i had picked up Jerry phone call
If i know it was her i would ignored and continue sleeping :D

Watch 4bia.
I sat beside Bree-ann. BIG MISTAKE! He kept freaking asking me the qns!
1st story: shocking
2nd story:Grusome
3rd story: Funny
4th story: FREAKING SCARY!!
But overall wasnt so bad!

P.S. Joey, I scream at the last story only ok!!!!

2008-08-26T01:40:00.000-07:00

Hey everybody!

MY EXAMS ARE OVER FREAKING OVER!!

YAY ME!!

so i'm gonna party like a rockstar!

Currently i'm watching project runway season 5 while vaccuuming my room!

So much for like partying like a rockstar!

hahaha

lame shit!

Anyhos

Going JB tml! Yay, Shopping!

Next entry picture entry! :D

Alright people Make It Work!

(credits to Tim Gunn)

2008-08-21T03:30:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! I'm still awake!!

Just had my PACC exam today actually it yesterday. Since it is freaking 3 am!

And...

I didn't complete the paper! WHAT NEW!!

I always NEVER managed to complete my accounting paper since in secondary school.

My balance sheet was half done no no more like a quarter or fifth.

Which ever means me leaving a lot of blanks that the answer!

Ok I sound like a complete DUMB BIMBO!

And...

My Net Profit is freaking 26 bukarooss!!

HAHAHAHA

Surprisingly I was super hyper and happy after the paper eventhough i knew i totally screw up!

Aft PACC paper met my two lovely dollies!!

YAY!!

After sooo long

On a random note;

I was craving for bbq stingray just now and I managed to convince my dad to go to Changi and buy it!!

2008-08-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

OLA!!
I'm suppose to be studying for pacc now but I can't.
Hahahaha
I think i gg to watch Ch8 The Champion instead!!
Watch it like a zillion times!!
It like suuuppppeeerrr awesome!!
I'm in love with the actors! Their body is like super awesome!*melts*
Ok I just convince myself to go and watch.
hahaha
SAYUNARA!!!

2008-08-15T01:05:00.000-07:00

Wohooo everybody!!

I'm trying my best to update my blog regularly(i think that how u spell it)

Ok i just realise that Bryan point is totally true ah.

I have my bimbo moments

MOMENTS ONLY OK!

I am not that dumb to be a permanent one!

Anyhos went shopping today at secret place wif my vegetable cliques(inside joke haha)

And I am supppeeerrr happy with my all my buys!!

YAY ME!!

must go again!!

Oh Oh

My dad picture and name got published in the straits times!
I so proud!

YAY FOR MY DADDY!

And he got published not cause he created nuisance ok, it is because he is protecting the nation!

Feel the pride!!

You heard that Aisya, my daddy got published in the straits times!

Feeeelll tthheee prrriiddee!!

When we got home i went upstairs straight to change into my pjs and when i went down my dad was on the floor cutting out the article super cute ok!

I ask him what he was doing and he look at me and gave a smirk!

hahahaha

super funny!

I told him to frame up all the articles of our family members that appeared in the news!

I can't believe he has all the articles that my family members has appeared in.

He even has my mom's one lor! and that was when i was in kindergarten lor!!!

SUPER OLD OK!!

Oh Makcik and Aisya if your reading this!

I miss you just like the desert misses the rain on a drought day!!

2008-08-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

Sister: How big is your brain? *points at a book*
Me: Very small
Sister: *Laughs* Idiot!
Me: *laughs hysterically*

Just got back from borders sale at Expo.
Super awesome sale! Tons of good book at dirt cheap prices!!
My heart broke when i saw a book that i had just bought about a mth ago, at the sale for more than half the price that i bought it for!!

anyhoss, here is the pic of the books that i just bought;

I just realised most of the books that i bought are all about murders.
haha.
I look damn sadist.

Now i need to go study for ITAB..

2008-08-08T21:30:00.000-07:00

OLA AMIGAS!

I'm trying to make my blog come alive from the dead

Because alot of annoying people has been asking me get off my butt and update my blog!

I also told the Aussie girl that i will keep my blog updated so i can update her about my "exciting" life

ANYHOS...

A few things to be celebrating:

1. My IDEAS CA3 is sign sealed and delivered

(dunzo!)

2. My IDEAS leturer said that we totally did a FANTASTIC presentation

(not that i'm bragging or anything but YESSAAA)

3. My MOB module is finally over

(as in I can burn the notes, OVER)

4. I freaking ROCK my ECONOMICS test!!

(eventhough i didn't get high but i'm happy cos i sux at ECONS!)

5. VACATION IS COMING!!

(eventhough i have to go thru exams first)

6. My bank account just received *** buckaroosss

A few things to be depressed about:

1.Exams is coming and I have yet to touch my notes

(econs and pacc exams!)

2. I miss my girls tremendously!

3.My bank account is running super low!

(eventhough i just received money)

4. EXAMS ARE COMING!!!

(i know i said that already but SHIT!!)

5. Malaysia is having a MEGA sale and I'm not there!! :(

On a side note: A picture from our CA3 IDEAS presentation

we dressed up as prisoners of war ghosts..

excuse our faces and marathon's (yes his name is marathon) physcotic face!

and that thing i'm holdin is Jia Hui group's project prop; it a needle(super cool rite?)

More Pictures and details soon!! Promise!

2008-07-10T09:16:00.001-07:00

NEW: COLLECTION 2!

MINTYCLOSET

See anything you are interested in just leave a comment on the mintycloset :D

2008-06-30T01:27:00.000-07:00

NEW: COLLECTION 1!

MINTYCLOSET

LIMITED STOCKS LEFT!! PRICE SLASHED!!

See anything you are interested in just leave a comment on the mintycloset :D
Be nice people and help me increase my bank balance :D

Puffy, Red eyesss

2008-06-10T02:25:00.000-07:00

Ok, ITAB officially sucks..
I was trying to do the PBL thinggy and when i couldn't do it, i started bursting out crying.
Since in Secondary school whenever i had exams and am stress out i would just burst out crying.
It kinda stupid and random but it really helps. I swear.
Now my nose is super block and my eyes are super puffy and red.

Ok this post is completely random but i just need to rant at somebody and something!
I swear I will cry for MOB and Economics later.

A little birdie told me i don't need to worry

2008-04-02T02:45:00.000-07:00

Ok. Its been ages since i updated this blog.
And I promised the person at Aussie long long time ago that i will update my blog regularly but i'm been to lazy.
I been trying really hard to make regular trips to gym but unfortunately that didn't happen.
But I been shopping for gym clothes!
You have to look pretty even for gym just like Victoria Beckham said.
I finally manage to catch The Leap Years and i have to say after a while i develop a mini crush on the actor just like in the movie Rule #1, the actor was super hot!

Anyhos I finally made a trip down to johor with the lovely bestie.
And boy did we shop!(not to brag or anything)
But you can't blame us all the shops there were having sale
Ok not to sound like a spoilt brat but I feel like a super rich kid when we were shopping at JusCo.
Ok i sound like a spoilt brat!
Anyho you should know by now from Farlinah blog about the busybody makcik at the johor petrol kiosk!

Oh yes! I finally got a new bunk-bed!
It pretty scary cos now i sleep alone downstairs.
And my boring sister always hit the sack supppeeerrr early!

Ok this entry is super long!
I'll shall end with couple pics from the johor trip!

playing dressup in the car

waiting for my mom and dad(i don't know why my eyes look so sepet)

waitin for my shoe to arrive

Do click the icon and do some online shopping therapy. =)

Ranting...

2008-03-07T02:24:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD!
people need to stop saying and making fun that i'm fat and boncit!
it getting really old and not that funny anymore!

That how you know...

2008-03-05T02:12:00.000-08:00

farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
Dont nangis la

farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
U GONNA DO WELL THERE AND GONNA GET A HOT BF!
farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
JUST DONT FORGET ME!
farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
hehehehehe
Nurulfah says:
AWWWWWWW...
farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
NAK NANGIS LA
farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
farlinah: what's the story, morning glory? says:
OK SHIT I THINK IM CRYING

i found myself tearing up when i read what the best friend say.

We were both sulking how we won't be at the same school anymore.

Farlinah Adam you are always a cry baby. crying over the darnest things.

and dun worry i won't.

i will let you know the moment i found a cute guy! :)

Plus i should be the one saying that cause i know how you get when there alot of cute guys around...

So have tons of fun at your new school and don't let what people say get to you my dear!

He the reasons..

2008-02-14T02:34:00.000-08:00

He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
-taylorswift.teardropsonmyguitar

She knows the best.

2008-02-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

Why do you think i had to act so independent?

I get mad too quickly, and i hog the covers.

My hair has its own zip code.

Plus, i get certifiably crazy when i've got PMS.

You don't love someone because they're perfect.

You love them in spite of the fact that they're not.

-mysister'skeeper.jodipicoult

LET ME GUESS YOU HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR SEA MEN?

2007-12-20T23:35:00.000-08:00

Heyho! i finally decided to update my blog after a very very long unofficial hiatus.
Well I just got back from bangkok last tuesday, and guess what i sleep from 6 plus in the evening on tuesday and my lazy ass woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon on next day.
Well you can't blame me! I was really tired.
Oh well the family is going KL this Saturday.
Another shopping trip for me i guess. hehe(I heard farlinah calling me SPOILT)
Anyhos, my lazy bum is very bored at home sleeping and eating all day long.
I waiting for people to ask me out on lunch or dinner dates*hint-hint*
Ok, pictures will update the next time i am really rajin!

Fart-face I really miss you!

MY GRANDFATHER THE KING

2007-10-12T17:07:00.000-07:00

Haven't updated this blog i ages. Been too busy mugging for o's.

Anyway i went straight home aft sch since it is eve hari raya. Konon nye balik nak tolong mak. hehe..but i ended up sleeping like pig(ya i knoe farlinah! I'm a pig just like you) on my sofa while waitin for mimpi manis to start.

Bapa picked me up at sch bus stop just nw. there was this pakcik going to friday prayers and sumhow i got me thinkin about my arwah bapa we, my grandfather.

My Grandfather was the most selfless person I know.

I miss his presence tremendously! See he pass away when i was in primary school and soooo much has happen since then.

He miss seeing his first great grandaughter and his youngest son getting married.

Every raya i would always think about him. What got me so upset was i can't even remember that certain warmly scent he always had.

When the pakcik turn his back I swear he looked exactly like bapa we.

At that moment i found myself holding back my tears as Aisyah was beside me.

I swear i gonna cry my heart out when i hear the takbir later at night and my brother would make fun of me for being such a cry baby.

Anyways, the thought of him being in a better place definitely calms me down. I know that he is looking down on us smiling widely at the things his cucu-cucu has achieved.

Ok maybe hearing the song-air mata syawal now is not such a good idea. Cos i feel my tears coming down soon. Ok i know i'm a cry baby

Your probably thinking that I should probably be used to not celebrating hari raya with him since he past away a long time ago but i can't shake the feeling of missing his presence since he took care of me when i was little and was always on my side when i fought with Ain.

Anyhos. Bapa wants to fetch kakak from school since she finish so late and we probably be going to get "air oren"- soda drinks at the same time..

Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri to all muslims!

Maaf Zahir Batin..

OH BOY, YOU'RE PREACHING BAD MORALS TO ME

2007-09-02T08:11:00.000-07:00

I'm back!! Huffing and Puffing away the dust...
I know I haven't been updating for so so long.
So I decided to give the blog a new look.Since I was so sick of the old layout.
And I finally decided to post an entry.
Prelims are finally over and O' level are like around the corner so I really have to start mugging.
So alot of things happened since my last entry.
But typical me I just far too lazy to update.

So I leave here with a picture from Fahrini's mini birthday celebration that was held last wednesday.
Will update about the whole event soon.

"Never give up on what you believe to be a true friendship. If it was, it is, and it will always be."
-Amber Jackson

A STORY TO BE TOLD

2007-06-02T02:39:00.000-07:00

There's a story behind everything.

How a picture got on a wall.

How a scar got on your face.

Sometimes the stories are simple,

and sometimes they are hard and heartbreaking.

But behind all your stories is always your mother's story,

because hers is where yours begins.

-Mitch Albom, For One More Day

I found myself tearing up towards the end of the book.

How a mother's love towards a child is amazing.

Dinner at Mad Jack was fun.

And I can't wait for friday's bungalow!

I'm hoping that plans for trip to Tioman will be successful.

I need to get out of Singapore for a few days,

and I really wanna go snorkeling.

JUST LIKE WE REMEMBERED...

2007-05-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

We hang out together every weekend.

We are all different,neither of us is the same.

We fight,we argue, and almost always disagree.

We call each names that would blackmail what we've done.

We know more about each other than our own parents, there are times we won't talk because OC, Real World,or ESPN is showing the soccer highlights on the T.V.

We don't know a lot sometimes, but the one thing we do know, is that when the other ones tearing up, we know when we put everything else on hold to talk to them.

I miss my brother.

I miss his crazy mood swings.

I miss having someone to gang up with to annoy my sister.

So come home quickly abang!

ARE YOU BEHIND THE RAINBOW?

2007-05-28T17:14:00.000-07:00

I was revising my old Malay notes

When I came upon a piece of note that had a familiar name across it.

I found myself rubbing it for some reason, maybe I wanted to see if i would feel anything?

Well I didn't. All I felt was my heart sinking.

The note was probably given to me when I was in primary school.

I guessed I had scribled his name on my notes with all the chaos that was going on at that moment.

Just trying to reminise about what happen that day was just simply too painful.

OH! How I miss him so much!

How foolish he was when he did it!

His image still keep fresh in my mind

I still find myself tearing up when I hear people around me talk about him.

No matter how much I tell myself.

I still can't help but wondered if I had talk to him that day, would everything be different?

I still remember how much pain everyone felt on that day.

It was like stealing a little girl's favourite doll or blankie

Never in my wildest dream would I want anybody to experience that feeling.

The feeling when you are so shocked that all you could do was cry.

All you wanted to do was curl up and just be left to cry.

Untill now, I still find myself looking at the old photos when everything around us did not matter.

All that matters was that moment and people that was there with us

I still find myself holding old photos as tightly and closely against my heart.

I still find myself sitting down and just reciting a prayer for him every once in a while.

I still find myself asking GOD to protect him and make sure that he is at peace.

OH! How much he have missed over the years!

I hope "you" are happy now. Cos I certainly have been praying for "your" happiness.

I hope "you"are looking at me now and feel a sense of pride at what I have become. Cos I certainly was proud of having "you" in my life.

P.S. Anyway people out there, unless your super close to me or your in my family then you would not know the person. So please don't try guessing. Cos it is nt who you think it is.

FLIGHT SQ 334-LANDED

2007-05-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

Flight SQ 334 from Singapore to Paris has landed.

Ok fine it landed like 2 days ago, but I was too lazy to blog about it.

So my brother went to France for some competiton to represents NUS and Singapore.

Then he is back-packing around France with his group of friends.

So you can imagine how long he will be gone.

So wish him luck for the competiton!

And i am waiting for him to come back with bags full of stuffs for me!

As we strain to grasp the things we desire,

the things that we think will make our lives better, money, popularity, fame.

we ignore what truly matter; the simple things, like friendship, family, love,

the things we probably already had.

A DAY WITH MY SIDEKICK

2007-03-26T18:15:00.000-07:00

I think there something wrong wif my left hand, i think i twisted it or something.

I can't bend it. It hurts like hell when i bend it.

But when I don't do anything with it, I don't feel any pain.

Is there something wrong with it? Can somebody tell me what wrong with it?

I'm scared!

Ok...The only thing i miss this year is having liyana around school.
She way too busy taking care of old ppl at some place.
So we seldom meet and when we do, we go crazy!
So during the holidays we went to Arab St (to find farlinah teh susu), in the end we ended up at Amirah's Grill.

My two sidekicks are love.

A FRIENDSHIP THAT CAN'T BE TOUCH

2007-03-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

Last 3 march celebrated cicak's birthday and i was too lazy to post pictures so i'm finally hardworking enough to post pictures.

When to Vivo wif the birthday girl, walk around, grab a bite and laugh at the most smallest darn things. I'm always crazy around her.

Happy belated birthday love!

SWEET SMELL OF SUMMER HAS BEGUN

2007-03-10T10:23:00.000-08:00

Heyho!! The holidays are finally here. time for resting. Due to massive playing in the rain i caught myself a fever, really bad sore throat and a horrendous cold. So school on friday was a pass for me. I heard that Farlinah got her private boyfriend for the day, and she told me a fairly bit of good news.

Anyways holidays are here, and my schedule are well empty. YUP! There are empty for once. The girlies asked me to join them for a trip to Arab Street to grab a cup of teh susu. Thinking of giving a pass too. I'm just far too exhausted from sneezing and coughing to go town just for a cup of teh susu. But i still considering aite girls!

But if there any plans for shopping, count me in. I need to do some retail therapy!

MISSING THE PRESENCE OF YOU

2007-03-07T06:24:00.000-08:00

I was readin the cousin's blog and her recent entry put a smile on my face.

When i saw a picture of arwah Bapak We.

Tears roll down my eyes.

OMG i miss him so much.

Just lookin at the picture brings back so many memories.

It warms my heart just looking at it.I never knew how much i miss being around his presence.

I remember how he was always on my side and mak we was always on ain's side when we would fight.I remember when he would bring us down to jln-jln.

I remember how his face would light up when he talks about his grandchildren.

Those memories just seem so sweet to forget.

N in times like now, i just miss his presence so much.

However i know that he and arwah abang asri is watching down on us family

FLIGHT QR6237 TO ABU DHABI HAS LANDED

2007-02-24T23:30:00.000-08:00

Ok the sis flight has landed safely.

Her flight got delayed to 5 am and she didn't tell us

I kept bugging my mum asking her if sister's flight has landed.

Ok so lets all wait for thursday when she return.

Everyone praying for your well-being

HUNDREDS MILES SEPARATING US

2007-02-23T02:40:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting in my room and i heard a plane flying over.

I couldn't help but think if that is the plane that you are on.

Even though we fight and get on each other nerves.

I just realise something today.

I can't live without you! Seriously!

I'll be bored and sad all the time.

I know I tell you to get me tons of things.

But the only thing i want is for your plane to land safely in Dubai.

And for you and your plane to arrive safely in Singapore.

That all I'm asking for. Cause the truth to be told I can't imagine my life without you.

The phone call is just what is needed to start my waterworks.

Eventhough I don't tell you this very often.

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU!

So take care and please be careful!

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW?

2007-01-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

Ok it still January rite? Still early of the year. So that means I can write about Year 2006. Better late then never.

1. the year that i learnt that some friends are meant to stay. tt i made some shocking lasting friendship with ppl i just didn't think that i would

2. the year that i found out who my true friends were.

- who i could called 2 am in the morning n still be willing to comfort me

- who would just stay on the other line silently while i just cry

3. the year that i found out who really cared about me

- asking if i was doing ok

- checking up on me once in a while

4. the year that i realise that family is always the first one you turn to for comfort

5. the year that i found that chocolate truffle can made everything alrite

6. the year that i welcome people to the family

7. the year that i learn that sometimes crying is the best way to let go

8. the year that i learn that some loved one that past are just meant to stay in our mind

9. the year that i learn that when people say "i love you" they don't always meant it

10.the year that i learn that even though older sister can be a pain in your arse, they always haf gd intentions

11.the year that i learn that 'bitching' is a really fun thing to let time fly

12.the year that i found my own grp of "bitching" pals

13.the year that i got my first A1 for english aft a long long time.

14.the year that i got my heart broken

15.the year that i learnt that chocolate over chocolate is best junk food ever

16.the year that i learnt that Ben&Jerry fossil fuel is the bomb

17.the year that i learnt that sometimes all you need is your best friend by your side

18.the year that i learnt that all you need is your friends and your family

19.the year that i learnt that with a really good friend and a really good sister you can conquer anything.

20.the year that i miss those two people so much(too busy with life in JC!!)

2006 was the year that i learnt so much life lesson that i never knew i would learnt at my age.

Anyway year 2006 definitely had it's ups and downs. But thanks to support of everyone around me i got through everything preetty good.

I dunno why but everytime i think about 2006 there will definitely be tears in my eyes

Both tears of joys and tears of sorrow.

So there you go. My 2006. Filled with tears and laughters that i will never forget.

And I ready to see what year 2007 has in store for me. Yup I'm ready.. I Hope.

So dear year 2007, please have good things for me and please be kind to me?

And to Ms Liyana, I miss having you in school.

THE SPECIAL SOMEONE

2006-11-24T12:20:00.000-08:00

They say there plenty more fishes in the sea

Ur 'fishes" may haf come n go but there something that will never go away n that is me

Those nitez when the tears came.. i secretly cried with you cos it hurts me to see you like that

I tried to stay strong just hoping that my strength will help you.

N i'm glad that he has vanished from your life.

I know that a mean thing to say

But i just couldn't help it because of the pain he cause you

I know it won't be easy but i will help you take the first step

Baby steps.

Slowly but surely we will reach that goal

Of finding you the perfect "fish"

You were the one that help me through my toughest times.

U were by my side

When we lost a loved one

When i lost a dear one

When i just needed somebody to confide

When i needed to vent my anger

Despite all the crazy fights over pillows and other ridiculous stuffs

I still love you

So to that special someone whom i think you should know by now

I hope that this love will never die even as we grow older

Because you were one of the first people i saw when i was born

U were the one who taught me life greatest lessons

You were the one that made sure i took the right path n steps

Even though you hate it when i disturb you

I just love the way that the smirk on your face appears

So to you..

I LOVE YOU!

2006-11-18T06:22:00.000-08:00

have u ever lived through the most beautiful days?

EID MUBARAK 2006

2006-10-30T01:04:00.000-08:00

Raya was amazing.To haf the presence of all the family members was amazing. Although i was exhausted after jln raya. I had alot of fun. Bitchin wif Ain and Fahmi. Since ramadhan has ended we took advantage of it. Bitchin bout everything.Hehe.Tryin to walk in those them heels was hard.Ain and I was so tempted to kick them aside and walk barefooted. But we didn't.It was so UNGLAMOUR!!Hehehe.As normal took many pics.Will update when I haf the time.

Happy Birthday to the Sweet Aza!! Thx for ur treat.hehe. we shall sit down wif the rest one of tis days n gossip.hehe

AIN

2006-10-17T23:00:00.000-07:00

Thanx So much dear!! for taking time off from your "BUSY" schedule.

To ask if i was ok. Hehehe.

Much love to u Sweetie.

Someday when I ready to tell more.

You will be the First one I turn to.

Hope u n sis are doin fine at home alone!

See you on Friday hopefully.

Then maybe u can get more details.

Hehe.

Much LOVE to YOU.

I guess that is wat you are for, comfortin me since we were in Diapers.

Did I say I love you.

Thanx Babe.

FAMILY AFFAIRS

2006-10-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

Family Affairs always manage to put a smile on my face.

No matter all the shits tt been going around me family comes along and pulls me up, with the simple thing call Unconditional Love.

Family affairs are always the best medicine to anything painful.

ifthar last Saturday with the cousins was amazing.

It put a smile on my face.and it made me warm inside.

For a moment, i knew nothing could bring me down or hurt me cos i had them all around me. Many times i found myself holding back my tears cos i felt so warm n safe with them around.

I LOVE THEM!!

I WANNA GROW OLD WITH YOU

2006-09-09T01:41:00.000-07:00

Can't sleep.. no idea why.. Holidaes comin to an end soon :(

Listenin to a very sweet song!!

"I wanna grow old with you"

I swear if someone sang me tt song to me i would fall in love wif tt person instantly!!

I'm nt kiddin!! it is the most sweetest song i ever heard!!

Jus waitin for someone to sing tt song to me.. haha..

waitin..waitin..

Me n Muhd Fahmi Hamzah still thinkin if we wanna go to chalet..

hehe.. sorry ain.. looks like u will be spendin ur time lock in a room by yourself!!

OH BOY, I FAR TOO BUSY FOR YOU

2006-09-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

eatin me supper now.. feel like a fish chowing down on lil bits of bread mom brought back frm nikah..

Malay paper on Monday n SS paper on Tuesday... Grrr.. hate tis.. Tml i haf kenduri and wedding!! OMG!! how in the whole am i suppose to study!!

P.S. jus realise how big my cuz, ain mouth was!!! hehehe... how in the world does somebody who wasn't there knoes bout the information!!!

IN NEED OF COMFORT

2006-08-29T15:00:00.000-07:00

THROW ME...

my COMFORT food!!!

and my COMFORTIN frenz!!

and anything COMFORTIN!!!

and anything that can COMFORT me!!

PLZ!!

YOU'RE JUST FAR TOO KIND

2006-07-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

Been havin headache for the past couple of days... N todae in sch was the worst!! felt like cryin.. N i didn't bring my panadol to sch... Olin was kind enough to massage my head... Could nt concentrate... Hurts like hell... N the panadol tt he gaf made my headache more worst.. Fantastic!!

Still havin headache!! N he is kind enough to let me complain how painful this headache is at him!! Dun think will be watchin World Cup todae! haven't slept so i won't be able to wake up at 2.50 am...

Been losin my appetite tis couple of days!! No idea why.. Tml is gonna be a long day!! Finish sch at 2.30...

Celebrated Hafeez Bdae todae in sch!! So Happy Birthday Hafeez!!

THEY ARE WHAT YOU CALL LOVE?

2006-06-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

I feel like Crap!!

I need Dayah, Bobot, Olin & Tan Xin Ying...

I need my bear hugs!!

I need my Kisses from friends!!

And I need it rite now!!

Especially in times like this!!

WEDDING..

2006-05-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

Kak Yan, my paternal cousin gt married recently... the wedding was beautiful.. The groom was forever smilling... hehehe.. Kind of sweet...

I'm closer to my cousin over at my maternal side.. so I was kind of bored... But my sis cam came to the rescue.. hehehe

Took pictures wif my nieces... hehehe.. yes i haf nieces. cos my cousins are all late 20s & early 30s... It was a good day in the end...

I was readin my sis blog.. n someone commented tt she luf my hair..hehehe.. i was so happy.. i luf my hair too...

THAT TIME OF THE SEASON

2006-05-25T22:32:00.000-07:00

I made it through Mid-Year!! Lookin forward to the hoildays... Miss Farlinah!!!I miss the bear hugs!! took my exams in separate rooms!! gt isolated cos of the fever!!

Gave dayah n bobot bear hugs few days ago!! they needed it!!

Tml Meet The Parents Session!! I'm dead... alr knoe wat Mr Chris is goin say.."Siti drop all her grades!!" Shit!! tml he meetin my mom not dad... I'm Dead.. dead...
Crap

2006-02-20T00:01:00.000-08:00

ermm sorry for nt updatin... went out wif cousin n sis couple time tis month... went to seoul garden on 10 feb... went to parkway parade on 12 feb wif ain n kak aisyah...ate fondue there... went to tamp recently... sis brought atiqah along... sis bought for iqah children drum set at toys r us... she was the 1 who wanted it... then ltr went to starbucks...bought a venti mocha frap... then sent iqah home. her lil sis wanted to play the drums too... n their daddy played too... hehehe... sori for the english... too tired to type... took pics...

2006-01-26T21:53:00.000-08:00

Still can't believe I went to BSB concert on Tuesday!! My throat still hurt frm all the screaming n singin It was super fun!!Amazing!! Had doubts at first bout the ticket price, in the end I felt tt it was all worthy!!Me n Aisyah sang along all the songs!! The concert has made us love BSB more...It was actually a last minute thing.. Mom did nt allow but i manage to persuade dad... hehehe... All of them are sooo HOT!!! Enjoyed every moment of it.. Was hoping it would never end... 2 hrs past jus like tt!!We were kind sad when it ended...

When we went outside, we saw them.. thx to the sound of screaming girls... I wanna go again!! Super Super Fun!!

I went to get never gone cd yesterday... I'm in love wif all the songs...

2006-01-04T00:42:00.000-08:00

I'm bored rite now... so let me tell u wat happen in 2005...

In 2005 I learnt the true meaning of friendship... I learnt the true meaning of life... I learnt to be more grateful... Learnt the true meaning of spending time wif ur love ones... Learnt a few things bout frens ard me... I was heartbroken in 2005... missed a love one in 2005... I had alot mood swings in 2005... Learnt to appreciate my bro n sis more in 2005... hehehe... I learnt that births are worth celebratin... I learnt tt our lifes are the best gifts ever... I learnt to express my love for ppl more... Learnt tt hugs & kisses meant alot... Learnt tt sharing our love is a Great thing... hehehe...I love my Granny, Uncles, Aunts & Cousins sooo much more!!Oh ya I learnt tt in 2005 to appreciate my parents sooooo much more!!!Love you!!*MUAH*

I learnt, gain & gave alot in 2005... Definitely a year tt will be on my mind for quite sometime...
N I'm happy to say i haf made it through 2005!!! Yeah baby!!! hehehe... So I'm am happy & grateful to be sitting here in 2006!!! Wondering & Hoping for best... Praying to GOD for my love ones & me to haf a wonderful 2006!!! N to Everybody A Happy New Year!!!

xxxHUGS & KISSES*muah*xxx

2006-01-01T07:25:00.000-08:00

Jus finish watchin DIA...When to Swensens...Cik Beang treat... nt goin write alot.. tired... Colour theme: black... but didn't take pic together!! *sob sob*

2005-12-31T02:33:00.000-08:00

Jus woke up bout few hours ago... hehehe... tired frm two hectic days... on Thursday Kak Ayu treated all cousins to Max Brenner, Bowling & dinner...Girls wore Pink!! Had dinner at some seafood place... then all of them went to my house to play scene it... this movie game.. reli cool...

On Friday Cik dd treated us to dinner at Mak's Place... then they came to my house to play Taboo.... hehehe... We all planned to use same colour again....

2005-12-19T03:25:00.000-08:00

Still a lil bit tired... Jus gt back frm KL & Genting last Monday... Had tons of Fun!!! hehehe.. Went wif my family, Ayah's family, Cik Kun's family, Cik DD, Mak we & Cik Neneh... Love the KL hotel... Did nt like Genting hotel tt much... A bit dissapointed... Gt alot of shoppin!!! hehehe...

Gt up reli reli early.. pray.. then went to Cik neneh house... Everybody gather there...Then we were off... My bro, dad, Ayah & Cik Kun drove... I had a few Mags that entertain me all the way to KL.. of cos i fell asleep...

Stop By Ayer Keruh... Had our breakfast at A&W... hehehe... Then we were off to KL... I woke up when we had alr reach KL... My dad did not knoe the way to the hotel... then my bro & cik kun drove so fast tt we gt separated... However we managed to find our way... hehehe... Ayah had to reverse on a 1 way street... hehehe.... When we gt there we rested, then went to eat lunch at Cicken Rice Stall... The wanton was quite nice...

Aft Lunch, all the cousins decided to go shoppin!! when to Quiksilver Boutique... Didn't buy anything... Hid bought a Rm 219 t-shirt... reli funny.. he did not know the price... hehehe... a bit dumb rite... hehehe. My bro call him Jessica Simpson Wannabe... hehehe... We eat dinner at Nandos... the food was freakin spicy...

2nd day... when to breakfast, then we went to the theme park... Aft tt all of us decided to go to Chilis... At KL CC... We did some shoppin there... i bought stuff frm Zara, Topshop etc...
Reli reli fun...

On 3rd day, we all pack our stuff n headed to Genting... suppose to take a cable car up... But we all missed the exit... hehehe... So they drove up... The journey was freakin cool... it was so cold n windy... so we decided nt to on the aircon... on the way up... Aza n Hid kept puttin their hands out the window...hehehe..so was I...

On 4th day we went to the outdoor theme park.... took the flying coaster... Nervous at first... But was reli reli fun... All my cousins (except me & hid) & cik dd took the slingshot... reli reli cool!!! hehehe.. should haf seen all of their faces hehehehe.... Priceless!!! hehehe...

5th day we were headed back to S'pore... Everybody wanted to go home straight... But our uncles wanted to eat... So we stop by this Restoran... We eat by the sea... Real cool...Fahmi wanted to change the channel to watch Survivor... hehehe reli funny..

Had tons of Fun... took alot of pics...

2005-12-18T10:36:00.000-08:00

Bye Bye Cik DD

Bye Bye Cik DD... A lil bit sad...See me & cousins haf been spoiled by our cik dd.. we were afraid of losin him... I sound as though i won't be seein him again... hehehe

No!! See Cik DD gt married... Last uncle!! *sob sob*... But he look reli happy... so it is okay!! I think!!!

2005-12-04T08:31:00.000-08:00

Jus woke up... still tired frm an exhausted two days... It was a day tt nobody will forget!! worth waitin!!!

my cuz gt married!! so freakin tired... He had his wedding reception yesterday... my grandma's house was a chaos.. It was soo fun!!! we took over hundreds of photos... Hehehe... first cuz to get married... My uncle became the best man... it was hilarious!!! Of cos like normal wedding there was DRAMA!! But the wedding was AMAZING!!!There was so many food!!!Ate bout 3 times... hehehe... When the bride & groom arrived in the car, my uncle kept honking.. It was so cool... I want another wedding!! Can't wait for Cik DD wedding*winking*... After the reception we went to SWENSENS!! Abang Irwan treated us to EARTHQUAKES!!!!! I specially curl my hair for this wedding!!! hehehe

hehehe woke up at 10.30 am to get ready... we went to the girl's reception... Took pics too.. But nt as much!!My sis n mum are alr asleep!!Here r some pic, to show u how gorgeous it was!!! Gt to excuse my uncle, he has to go army!!

To Abang Imran & Kak Sikin: Congrats.. U guys look AMAZING!!!Wishin u all the BEST!!!

Gubahan & Peparation

Food( Desserts)

The Reception

Cousins Pictures

2005-11-19T02:09:00.000-08:00

Jus gt back frm town!! exhausted!! thx to my picky ain(my fav cuz)... hehehe... she soooo picky... so freakin hard to please her... feelin pity for her future BF...hehehe... first we when to fareast to eat... then to do some shoppin... I bought my fav... EARRINGS!!! hehehe...

then we went to TAKA to eat Gelato... yummy.. ate mango n bel choc..yummy!!! hehehe...N i finish it!!! hehehe... then we went to Hereen... to search for ain's skirt... still nt please... so i suggested we go to bugis... oh ya n i had a reli reli hard time decidin which type of bag to buy at hereen... thinkin of buyin the other bag too...hehehe...

so we went... but gt lost tryin to find the freakin MRT!!! hehehe two times i was lost at town tis week... hehehe... Wen we reach Bugis we gt lost tryin to find bugis street... hehehe... we walk ard the whole building...hehehe... When we finally found it i was so happy!! ain finally bought a skirt!!! we bought hidhir somethin... we r reli gd cuz...

so we were finally done shoppin!!! yeah!!! at the MRT station ain told me a reli reli dirty joke tt her junior told her... N we could nt stop laughin in the train... i think ppl think we r crazy!! N now i am finally home... goin to sleep!!! so exhausted...

Oh ya ain if ur readin tis WE FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES!!!! hehehe... c u tml darling!!!

2005-11-11T08:13:00.000-08:00

Firstly BIG Thank U to my sis fren.... Kak Faizah!!! Thx a million for ur presents!!! 3 earrings!! my FAVOURITE!!!! thx for the bdae gift eventhough u jus meet me... thx so much!!! thank u thank u...

ermmm i dunno wat else to say.. abg home gtg..

2005-11-10T05:21:00.000-08:00

Jus celebrated my 15th bdae!! bout 2 daes ago... hehehe... my bro gave me a bdae cake, my sis n cuz bought me flip-flop n hangbag, n my dad treated me, sis n mom dinner aft jln raya... took pics...n my dad bought me a hp... hehehe... thx guys!!

2005-11-03T02:36:00.000-08:00

Todae is hari raya!!! wishin all muslim Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri!!! jus gt home... had a great time jln raya wif family!!! Ain finally join us too!! hehehe.... my two lil cuz sleepin over at my house... took alot of pics will show u next time...Selamat Hari Raya y'all!!!

2005-10-27T07:01:00.000-07:00

Tml last dae of sch!! hehehe can't wait... yesterdae felt like shit... felt like the time was nt movin... only me n nathira came to sch... girls only of cos.. OLIN never come sch then never tell me!! the rest when to some thing at temasek poly... Got my report bk todae!!! happy to say "I HAF PROMOTED!" hehehe...

Raya comin soon!! started my raya clean up... hehehe...can't wait to play bunga api... hehehe... wanna c all my cuz.. wanna c ain!! tis year raya will nt b the same without ain!! she will be at home studyin for her O'level...well miss her alot!! sis back!! GTG!!

2005-10-13T14:22:00.000-07:00

It finally over!! the exams are over... i'm free!!! todae was my last paper... no sch for 4 days.. fri, sat, sun n mon...

goin out ltr... meetin olin.. celebrating her 15th bdae!! goin to buke luar... wif bobot, seha, sha sha n some the boys.. dayah nt comin though... haven't get olin her present yet... goin to ltr... i knoe something tt olin does nt knoe... hehehe*evil laughter*... u find out soon... hehehe...

excited bout saturdae... goin to buke umah mak we!! hehehe.. wif cuz!!! hehehe sooo happi... kak aza, kak aisyah n more sooo happi... can't wait!!! goin geylang aft tt i think!!! i'm jus excited to c my cuz.. miss them... long time no c... well gtg... wanna go sleep for a while...hehehe

I can't stop laughing... quite a few things to b happy bout..hehehe.. exams over, waitin for sat... gtg...hehehe

2005-09-19T21:49:00.000-07:00

Sittin on the couch now... Missing In Aiction... Havin sore eyes... Watchin TV... Feelin Bored...

Did nt go to sch todae!! me, sis n dad havin sore eyes...sis is alr cured... hurt like hell... feel as though my eye"s is gonna drop... comp still cannot be use... Usin sis's laptop... Watchin MTV... Suppose to sit for class test todae... i'm now M I A... Missing In Action....

2005-09-17T03:55:00.000-07:00

My comp spolit... usin bro's laptop!! well i'm gonna post less as end of year exams r coming need to study reli hard!!! i'm still goin to post bt nt every day.... geog test on monday.... need to study.. me goin study wif olin on monday i thin... Reli need to study... reli hope tob promoted to sec 4 next year... so need to study... c ya.. wanna go eat then study!!!

2005-08-23T16:13:00.000-07:00

Me at home now.... my mom not workin todae... she not feelin well... todae my dae has been about fallin... everybody fell... well nt everybody... I almost fell while walkin to T Mart... Olin also almost at sch n at T Mart... jus now in the bus tis person fell off the stairs... so scary.... O ya!! jus now Olin wanted to say i nearly choke but she said i nearly "chalk"....hehehe... not tt funny ah.... I n Olin haf come to a conclusion to called Xin Ying "Omega 3"...hehehe... u should see her say the word omega 3... hehehe.. i laughed untill my tears came rollin down my eyes... hehehe... Physics test comin tis Thursday... ah!! stress..... oh ya somethin came off todae... hehehe.... i was talkin n it came off... only Olin n Nathira knoes....*winkin at both of them*.... hehehe... wanna go study bye!!

2005-08-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

tis is my second entry for todae... the first 1 i think fly to the Rome....u will be askin y Rome rite... the reason is because i want to go there so i think it is waitin for me there... hehehe*laughin in tireness*... i'm freakin tired... every muscle in me is achin..... my throat hurts.. my back hurts frm sittin on tis stupid uncomfortable chair for hours... n my fingers n hand hurts frm typin.... i need help.... ouch my body hurts!!! Like i said... Finally!!! i finish my blog... i change my blog pic... but there no song... dun worry if u hear a song it is nt a callin.... it means my song is back... i think i went to sleep... my eyes r goin to shut soon..very soon...so i keep it short...

my cuz gt engage todae... i went to the engagement.... she was so be-a-utiful!!! my sis took alot of photos but i show u only 3... cos i need to sleep!!!

the bride-to-be side of stuffs.... we are suppose to exchange it wif the groom side of stuffs....

the groom side of stuffs....

and of course my beautiful cousin.... she is the bride-to-be of course

tt all.. told u i will keep it short.. me wanna go sleep!!!

2005-08-12T21:25:00.000-07:00

Today was a really fun day!!! almost all of my teacher did not come in for lesson!!! Ms Goh, Mr Lee n Cikgu Hayati all never come..... hehehe.... so many free period!! Todae no Pe, Maths n Malay.....just gt back frm tution.... my sis jus came back... n guess wat... She gave me MONEY!!! 50 buckaroos....hehehe... can go shoppin alr... she jus gt paid... she still in sch... she in NTU....hehehe... me sooooo happy!! She goin to give my daddy, mommy n big brother money tooo.. hehehe... we soooo lucky!!!

Olin did not come to sch todae she gt sore eyes n her inheritis kene infected.... tt wat u get if u wear 5 mths expired contact lens!!! i told her sooo many times tt she will surely get infection but she never listen.... hehe.. me sound like a naggin mother!!! hehehe.... anyway.. get well soon Olin!! me sooo lonely in class without u... nobody to disturb in class...hehe

gtg..... wanna go eat.....hehehe me sooo happy gt money frm SIS!!! THX A MILLION SIS!!! i luv u!!! hehehe.....

2005-08-08T22:15:00.000-07:00

After National day celebration we when to delifrance for breakfast..... Freakin delicious.... i ate chicken sandwich while Olin ate tuna sandwich.... the cashier was soo blur... we ordered 2 root beer n she gave us 1 onli..... but she apologise to Olin after olin told her mistake.....N while eatin i realise tt we were the only ppl in the restaurant eatin the sandwich with our hands.... hahaha... but we still continued eatin usin our hands.... N the soup is sooo not nice....there corn in it!! here the pics tt we took....

mine plate of chicken sandwich... finish of cos....

Olin empty plate of tuna sandwich... yes we both hate vegetables....

the soup tt both of us hated.....

we then when to Helen to buy Olin earings.... while goin up the escalator some primary sch kids wave at Olin n said Hi....hahaha... it was sooo funny...

2005-08-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

Eve of National Day..... We had the finals of the singin competition.... Freakin scary....Bryan Way was the conductor..... the hall was sooooo quite when we got up!!! but we had fun in the end... here the pics!!!

Gettin ready to perform.....

As Bryan Way started conductin we started singin....

Comin to the end of our song...

But when we reach class Mr Chris lectured the boys.... cos some hide at the side of the stage n didn't not participated in the singin.... His face look as though he was goin to cry!!! he was sooo dissapointed at the boys!!! N tt was the 1st time i c him sooo angry!!!

2005-08-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

i jus gt sms frm Olin n Xin Ying sayin tt we made it to the FINALS!!! yea baby!!!! i luv it!! means Mr Chris owe us class a treat!! hahaha.... but the down side is we haf to wear red t-shirt!!! i don't wear red!!! sooo ridiculous we haf to buy t-shirt!! damn it me savin money wanna go shoppin!! wanna ask Daddy Dearest buy t-shirt wif me!!! Or maybe 4 me!! hahaha....me soooo excited!! soo is Olin n Aisyah!!! WE MADE IT TO FINALS!!! hehehe.. i'm jus scared of standin infront of hundreds of sch mates!!!! OMG, wat if i screw up?! it's okay me still excited but nt as excited as Olin is!!! hahaha!!!

2005-08-05T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'm sooo sick of her!!!!tryin to act cool n everything!!! n everybody is defending... wat the hell! tis sooo crap!!! jus bcos she clever n haf a bright future does not mean u haf to tell the whole world tt!!! Go ard tellin ppl the same thing!!! i'm sooo sick of it!!! sick, sick, sick!!!!!! y don't u jus publish the news on the newspaper n internet it's a faster way!!! there such thing call technology!!!

2005-08-04T18:15:00.000-07:00

At Mak We house now...Mak We is wat i call my grandma.... my house freakin noisy! stupid ass ppl downstairs renovate early in the FREAKIN morning!! Drill here, drill there.... i hope they drill themselves!!! sickenin ass ppl!!! I hoped somebody complained to the police!!! GOD it is sooo freakin noisy... n they made the house sooo freakin dusty!!! I practically CRIED!!! i hope their house will turn out to be reli ugly!! haha, i'm soooo CRUEL!!my sis n I came to Mak We house 4 some peace n quiet!! I finally ate PIZZA HUT drumlets!!! hahaha... me sis treated me jus now!! we ate the new pizza crust, the 1 wif alot of chesee in it!! Waitin for my daddy n mom to pick us up frm Mak We place!!!